untitled II how to extinguish a bonfire:untitled II by ~Carwendil
just make yourself believe,
it's nothing more than a candle's flame
then blow it out
with a last desperate sigh
how to walk over burning coal:
just make yourself believe,
it's nothing more than a weak glow of what once was
then go through
and as your skin peels off you just feel numb
untitled "together"untitled by ~Carwendil
"to get hurt"
these are pretty terrifyingly the same...
i won't repeat this:
i love you anyway
admiral of the red tonight i'll have my favourite,admiral of the red by ~Carwendil
two parts of fallen leaves,
two parts of autumn fog,
with a shot of watching you dance.
i'll get drunk and throw up,
pictures of you and me
shining like the sun
the first frosty morning.
i'll fall onto my knees,
the truth beneath me,
like hard concrete;
it's not me your heart is jumping for.
tomorrow i'll wake up,
my head aching of feelings,
that will surely survive
more drunken nights.
hall of mirrors i've never been to a hall of mirrors,hall of mirrors by ~Carwendil
i know what it feels like though.
you tell me to stop living in the past,
i shall always look ahead.
so here i go,
entering the hall of mirrors again:
one day i'll run out of tape
and the bandages that fix my soul will soak through.
when you're stuck between two mirrors,
everything lying ahead of you is everything you left behind.
one day you'll leave me
and i'll say i knew it, i saw it in the mirror.
Sta.sh
