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About Me Member Procrastinator Carwendil23/Male/Germany

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in my head I'm jumping...so you say you don't love me, that's ok, since I'm a so called grown-up, I can deal with that and call it gaining life experience.
and no, we can't be friends, I told you and you know it, but you still disavow it, not satisfied with what you get.
so now you're complaining that when I say hi, I'm not jumping like a puppy, seeing its master in the morning.
and launching into the lift one minute after I was leaving, you complain i wouldn't have wanted to say goodbye to you, not knowing you'd never had gotten a chance to complain, if tha in my head I'm jumping...
by ~Carwendil

don't call me Jacob...I loved a girl, she said I'm a werewolf and that she needed me, but she was always waiting, waiting for her vampire to come...
One day I started running to let it all behind me, but no instincts silenced my feelings and although I always felt the heat, I'm only running on 98 degrees, so it is silly to believe, that I could ever imprint... don't call me Jacob...
by ~Carwendil

pieces that don't fitYesterday I was told things that shattered my memories. Today I tried to reassemble the pieces to answer the questions.
Who were you? When I first met you, I thought you would be the one I'll love forever...
What did you do? As we lay in the park watching the starry sky I thought you'd love me...
Where this would have lead? When you departed, I thought it would be one year and you would come back...
Yesterday I was told things that shattered my memories. Today I reassembled the pieces and now I know the pieces that don't fit
by ~Carwendil

My friend StephenieSuddenly the world was all dark. I just heard the crack of the bursting car body and felt how my forehead hit the seat before me. I was tired, but a male voice called me. Ceaselessly loud and penetrant it burnt in my head, so I couldn't sleep at all. When I opened my eyes I saw the bearded face of a fireman, still talking at me. "Joanna, you had an accident, stay calm, I'll get you out of here.". The crunching of the bolt cutter mixed up with the whining around me, which now grew louder for me. "Steph", it came to my head, "how is Steph?". Somehow this was planned otherwise. A day at the carnival with me, my friend Stephenie, her parent My friend Stephenie
by ~Carwendil

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Out of my mindI see you and I stop and think I try to remember all the times We spent together as one
And it all comes back to me.
All those times we spent togther Talking and laughing all the time Why did it all have to end at once Now I am going out of mind.
I see others together and I think What if we were still as one Things would be so different And then I start to realise.
things happen for a reason If it wasnt meant to be
then it wasn't meant to be We can never change the past. Out of my mind
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Wed Feb 13, 2008, 5:30 AM

Ummm... I made the mistake to comment on such a thing , so here I go: It's about writing 8 interesting facts concerning myself. After reading it, feel free to laugh at me or sth like that and then write some facts yourself^^

1. On my balcony I've got a fox-skull named "Mulder".
2. When I was younger I loved to keep snails as pets (and I always set them free after a while).
3. I carry my watch at the right hand, although I'm a right hander.
4. I lack any kinda rhythm, thats why I'm a miserable dancer and I'm not able to play any instrument.
5. I love bicycling, but I didn't since 3 months.
6. I've got lot of books with cat storys and I'm not gay.
7. The couch I sleep on is quite hard (and worth more than all the other furniture in my room together)
8. If you see me having breakfast, it's a very rare moment, I usually don't eat breakfast.

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